Pj Harvey and David Byrne on not knowing what you want to say
Exactly. I remember Glenn Dakin saying this to me when I was a lot younger too. This is so important, but gets glamorized: "oh the romantic artist who channels the divine!" Instead, just be a creator who follows her impulses, who chases what moves her. You'll make some sense of your work, but it will make more sense of you. That's what you want.